Chapter 43: Colorful Phoenix

However, could she really be equal to such an intellient irl? Even if it wasn’t for that accident, even if she was still a virin, even if she defeated Xu Qianqian and beca the queen of flowers. Maybe it’s deliberate that Xu Qianqian ave all these to her.

只是如此聪明绝顶的徐芊芊真的是自己可以比得上的吗？哪怕没有那次意外，哪怕她还是清白之身，哪怕她击败了徐芊芊成了花魁...恐怕这一切的一切都是她刻意让给自己的吧！

Love turned into reret, reret turned into resentnt, and now resentnt turned into hatred.

爱意成了悔意，悔意又变成了怨艾，如今怨艾又变成了恨意。

Her heart had underone a drastic chane over the past year. She had lon since beco a den with the inner darkness. She was no loner as proud and aloof as before. What she had lost was not only her pride but also her hunity.

这一年多来，她的内心发生了翻天覆地的变化，有了心魔的她早已成魔，再不复往日的骄傲和清高，她失去的不仅仅是那份心气儿，连人性都失去了。

The resentnt in her heart would increase every ti those n slept with her.

每当那些男人在她身上欢愉过后，她的心里的怨恨又会噌噌噌地涨上来。

Why was she a puppet that anyone could toy with while Xu Qianqian could continue to live a coortable life as she wished?

凭什么她是人偶任人玩弄，而她徐芊芊就可以继续过着自己喜欢的舒服日子？

This was a brothel. Even thouh the irls frothe entertainnt parlor are pure and only sell their skills, the entertainnt parlor is also a part of the brothel. Girls in the brothel should be equal to each other.

这是妓院呀，歌伎坊只是妓院的一处而已，虽然歌伎坊的姑娘都是清官，卖艺不卖身，但是大家说到底都是属于妓院的姑娘，谁也好不到哪里去。

The entertainnt parlor can be as dirty as the d. Girls are in a place like us. It''''s no use bein virtuous in a dirty place like this.

歌伎坊是个如泥淖般的地方。我们这种姑娘真没必要自命清高，况且谁也不比谁干净。

But why did Xu Qianqian have to be different froher? They were the sa kind of people with the sa fate. People should follow the will of heaven and accept their fate.

但她徐芊芊，凭什么她要和自己不一样？她们本是相同的人，有着相同的命运，人就应该顺应天命，接受自己的命运。

If she, Colorful Phoenix, couldn''''t escape her fate, then Xu Qianqian shouldn''''t escape either. She should also taste what it felt like to serv